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[dothelokimotion]

[ sephiroth had said that before but it still stops loki short. ]

I'm aware of that. I just —

[unkindled_madness]

You aren't used to it.

...I should have sought you out sooner. I didn't realize you'd encountered him.

[dothelokimotion]

You had no way of knowing. And I wasn't around much.

[ he pokes his own chest gingerly. ]

[unkindled_madness]

[Sephiroth frowns at that.]

Does it still hurt?

[dothelokimotion]

Not by much. I just heal slowly, that's all.

[unkindled_madness]

Surely there are some here with healing magic.

[dothelokimotion]

I don't need it. I'm fine on my own.

[unkindled_madness]

...truly, or the way I was "fine"?

[dothelokimotion]

Truly.

[unkindled_madness]

[Very convincing.]

You are tending to it properly, then?

[dothelokimotion]

Of course. I do know how to tend chest wounds. This isn't my first.

[unkindled_madness]

You've been stabbed before. I know.

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki pauses, glancing at sephiroth. ]

Yes. Though that one was more . . . touch and go, as they say. I made sure to direct where you'd hit me.

[unkindled_madness]

[Sephiroth eyes him uneasily. He assumed there were other, less notable stabbings that Loki had survived.]

...it's good that you're a god, I suppose.

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki snorts lightly. he's not a god of useful things. he's not one people reach out for prayers or help. ]

I suppose.

[unkindled_madness]

Most people die, when I stab them.

[dothelokimotion]

That's usually how it works.

[unkindled_madness]

I'm glad that it didn't, this time.

[dothelokimotion]

I was being careful.

And it was worth the risk.

[unkindled_madness]

[Worth the risk? For him?

He takes a cautious step closer.]

...and somehow, you think that isn't enough.

[dothelokimotion]

It wasn't enough. It never seems to be. I can never get it right.

[unkindled_madness]

I'm here. I'm fine.

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki grimaces. ]

That had nothing to do with me.

[unkindled_madness]

...

And your feeling badly for that has little to do with me, does it?

[dothelokimotion]

[ well. putting it like that makes loki seem selfish. he crosses his arms feeling defensive and self-conscious. ]

I just wanted to do it right. To have friends.