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[dothelokimotion]

I mean.

It wouldn't not benefit me. Talking about our feelings isn't exactly our strength.

[hevenly]

Loki.

[dothelokimotion]

He just came. And he's happy to see me.

I can't ruin that. Not yet.

[hevenly]

You think that telling him that you value him as a true brother would make him unhappy?

[dothelokimotion]

. . . When I died, I had the Space Stone. I took it from Asgard in a moment of greed and Thanos used it to track us.

He killed so many of us. The last remaining few.

Thor said I was the worst. The worst brother. And he's right.

[hevenly]

Did you know Thanos would use the stone to track you?

[dothelokimotion]

I knew he was looking for them. Tracking them directly . . . I don't think he had that ability.

[hevenly]

Was Thanos' desire for the stone in your thoughts when you decided to take it?

[dothelokimotion]

No. I only thought it could be useful. We had nothing. We were nothing.

[hevenly]

Then you did not act with malintent. You saw an opportunity, something that might be of use to you later, and you took it. There is nothing more befitting of Loki than that. If Thor knows you at all, he will understand. Perhaps his words were said in a pique of emotion, but he may be able to forgive you for what you did.

You said he was happy to see you, was he not?

[dothelokimotion]

. . . He was. He said we could even go home.

[ for that to be one of the first things he said — it was enough. ]

I just want it to stay that way. Just for a little while longer.

[hevenly]

Loki.

[ There's a different tone than the last time she replied with just his name, but perhaps it doesn't translate through text. ]

Opening yourself to him will not push him away. If anything, it will draw him closer.

[dothelokimotion]

And if it isn't?

Everything is gone, Angela. Everything. I'm doing my best to rebuild myself, but it could easily be overtaken.

I'm not that brave.

[hevenly]

I cannot speak to your Odinson. But the one I know would move mountains for Loki. He probably has, at one point or another. Even when the rest of Asgard is against him, Thor believes in Loki.

[dothelokimotion]

[ "Loki, I thought the world of you."

but then he remembers what stephen told him. about the end. ]

He wouldn't move mountains. He'd just move on.

[hevenly]

You can't know that.

[dothelokimotion]

I know enough. The magician told me what happened. Thor and the others defeat Thanos and he moves on. From all of it.