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[dothelokimotion]

[ his fingers thread themselves in sephiroth's hair, letting it slip through like silk as loki deepens the kiss with a pleased hum. ]

[unkindled_madness]

[Sephiroth shivers faintly at the feeling of Loki's fingers through his hair, and he tightens his grip.]

[dothelokimotion]

[ good. that's how he wants to be. sharp, tight, like you can't let go. loki's fingers brush against sephiroth's scalp, with a hint of nail. ]

[unkindled_madness]

[Sephiroth makes a noise into the kiss and pulls back a little, overwhelmed. He doesn't let go, he just... needs a second.]

[dothelokimotion]

[ ah. he doesn't seem bothered, though a little contrite. ]

Too much?

[unkindled_madness]

...it's a lot.

[He doesn't want it to be too much.]

[dothelokimotion]

[ he nods. ]

It's all right. All in good time.

[unkindled_madness]

I didn't dislike it.

[dothelokimotion]

[ he chuckles. ]

Well, that's good.

[unkindled_madness]

...it's surprising.

[dothelokimotion]

Surprising?

[unkindled_madness]

That it can feel like that.

...I don't know the limits yet.

[dothelokimotion]

You have time to learn what they might be.

[unkindled_madness]

I know.

I just wanted to explain.

[dothelokimotion]

[ hmm. loki leans against him. ]

It's all right.

[unkindled_madness]

[Sephiroth leans into him, too.]

A little at a time?

[dothelokimotion]

A little at a time.

[unkindled_madness]

I do want it.

[dothelokimotion]

[ that is a relief. ]

I believe you.

[unkindled_madness]

Is it different for you?

From with other people, I mean.

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki considers this. ]

With other people, there's a degree of control. I get to decide the terms of engagement. Or what kind of person I need to be. Do they want someone soft or someone who will give them what they want?

I'm a chameleon. I can be anything anyone wants.

[unkindled_madness]

...but you're yourself with me?

[Without control? He's not sure what to make of that.]

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki glances at him, curious. ]

Well, I'm not trying to get anything out of you. I'm just . . . enjoying us.

[unkindled_madness]

...I'm glad.

But I suppose I thought... well, that you'd enjoyed it before.

[dothelokimotion]

I do. I have a streak of hedonism and physicality is a part of that.

But I'm centuries old. After a while, it's nothing special.