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[dothelokimotion]

Why?

[twatter]

ain't it obvious?

[ Maybe not. And maybe it's this high he's riding that has him opening up way more than normal. ]

we're cut from the same cloth. i'm never gonna be the sort of god (or i guess demon in hellburbia) who can rely on brute strength. but you're kinda the proof that i don't have to be. you've endured so much bullshit here, and you're still standing.

[dothelokimotion]

That may be, but I haven't done much. Or accomplished much.

[twatter]

but you keep trying. and you refuse to let this place win. that's more than a whole lot of the fucknuts here.

any luck retrieving the other half of lillith's spell?

[dothelokimotion]

No. According to her, she doesn't even have it.

[twatter]

seriously? so she's either incompetent or lying. but she might not be your only option. apparently there's people up in heaven from other worlds just like down here. i'm leaning in on emmanuel right now, but the whole sacrifice BS kinda put a damper on it.

he's got a phone i gave him, tho. i'll keep trying to reach him on it.

[dothelokimotion]

She might be. I made sure to corner her when she was desperate and I find desperate people rarely lie.

He doesn't respond at all? No signal or anything?

[twatter]

[ He has to smile at that. Loki being so unashamedly Loki. Tech finds it admirable. ]

he hasn't responded. signal's still there because the signal is me. i told him that he'd always be able to reach me no matter where he is since i made that phone. but idk if he's just in a situation where he can't respond or if daddy dearest took the phone away. he's not the type to ghost someone, yanno? lol

either way, we got a contact in heaven. i'll find a way to reach him. i swear

[ And not only because Emmanuel's a good info source -- Tech kinda liked the guy. ]

[dothelokimotion]

I know. You don't need to affirm it. I know you'll do your best.

[twatter]

[ Goddamn. It's a good thing this is text because for some reason that confidence is enough for him to feel the sting of tears. Because it finally feels like he's earned back what he lost months ago when he'd banked on Kaiba who tried to pit him against Loki. A mistake on Tech's part, and one he'll shamefully own up to. ]

thanks.

i'm better than i was almost a year ago and i owe that to you. so like next time we meet up, let's grab a drink or something. we can commiserate over my anniversary in april or something, haha. one whole fucking year in hell.

[dothelokimotion]

Why not? Sounds like the perfect way to pass the time.

[twatter]

right?

[ God. Why is he feeling like a sappy fool? Maybe it's the drugs. It's probably the drugs. ]

but you made being here a little more bearable. so thank you 😌

[dothelokimotion]

You're welcome.