you know, the thing that sucks is i used to not have any emotions. i wouldn't have felt guilt or remorse or bad about any of this shit. and i definitely wouldn't have felt love.
sometimes i wish i could turn that shit back off again, yanno? go back to not giving a fuck about anyone...it was easier.
no but i could maybe delete them somehow. maybe. idk
hey do you remember when we first met and i asked if there was something you could do to unlock my memories? do you think that's something we could try sometime soon?
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you know, the thing that sucks is i used to not have any emotions. i wouldn't have felt guilt or remorse or bad about any of this shit. and i definitely wouldn't have felt love.
sometimes i wish i could turn that shit back off again, yanno? go back to not giving a fuck about anyone...it was easier.
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But you cannot turn the clock back.
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hey do you remember when we first met and i asked if there was something you could do to unlock my memories? do you think that's something we could try sometime soon?
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i'm talking in the future. soon.
and i don't think that'd be "drama." that'd be finally understanding who the fuck i am.
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you being here. listening. only mildly fucking judging 😂
but i value your opinion the most over everyone here. even monika
bc like you're a god. you get it.
i just can't wait until i get full power so i can be fucking useful to you.
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You will get there.
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anyway, man. i got some company coming so i'll let you go
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