oh. no i'm not asking because i plan on murdering anyone. i'm asking for me. because i think i might be the one getting murdered
i believe in our connection and all. but i also believe monika can be savage. she went straight to death threats against hazel. and it's not the first time she's talked like that.
[ If I could make her feel one million times the pain she's brought upon you, it still wouldn't be enough. -- Monika's words about Bilquis replay in his mind on repeat. ]
you know, the thing that sucks is i used to not have any emotions. i wouldn't have felt guilt or remorse or bad about any of this shit. and i definitely wouldn't have felt love.
sometimes i wish i could turn that shit back off again, yanno? go back to not giving a fuck about anyone...it was easier.
no but i could maybe delete them somehow. maybe. idk
hey do you remember when we first met and i asked if there was something you could do to unlock my memories? do you think that's something we could try sometime soon?
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i believe in our connection and all. but i also believe monika can be savage. she went straight to death threats against hazel. and it's not the first time she's talked like that.
[ If I could make her feel one million times the pain she's brought upon you, it still wouldn't be enough. -- Monika's words about Bilquis replay in his mind on repeat. ]
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Then I suppose she will either learn not to be through the consequences or you can try to inform her.
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you know, the thing that sucks is i used to not have any emotions. i wouldn't have felt guilt or remorse or bad about any of this shit. and i definitely wouldn't have felt love.
sometimes i wish i could turn that shit back off again, yanno? go back to not giving a fuck about anyone...it was easier.
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But you cannot turn the clock back.
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hey do you remember when we first met and i asked if there was something you could do to unlock my memories? do you think that's something we could try sometime soon?
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i'm talking in the future. soon.
and i don't think that'd be "drama." that'd be finally understanding who the fuck i am.
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you being here. listening. only mildly fucking judging 😂
but i value your opinion the most over everyone here. even monika
bc like you're a god. you get it.
i just can't wait until i get full power so i can be fucking useful to you.
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You will get there.
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anyway, man. i got some company coming so i'll let you go
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