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[dothelokimotion]

Probably not since there may be a chance she could recover it.

If you don't want to apologize, at least do a good job of pretending to apologize.

[twatter]

i can do that

[ He's done it a lot. Usually at his own Loki's prompting. ]

do you think i should tell her everything, though? i wanted to be honest. i was gonna. but now if this is how she's reacting to some flirting, how is she gonna take knowing i went way further than that?

....does it take a long time to come back from getting fucking murdered here?

[dothelokimotion]

It varies. Sometimes it can take a while, sometimes it is quick. I would not rely on murder as a tool here. It is too unpredictable.

That depends on how strong you think your connection is. Or if you both wish to be monogamous.

[twatter]

oh. no i'm not asking because i plan on murdering anyone. i'm asking for me. because i think i might be the one getting murdered

i believe in our connection and all. but i also believe monika can be savage. she went straight to death threats against hazel. and it's not the first time she's talked like that.

[ If I could make her feel one million times the pain she's brought upon you, it still wouldn't be enough. -- Monika's words about Bilquis replay in his mind on repeat. ]

[dothelokimotion]

[ well this seems like a perfect match. in a way. ]

Then I suppose she will either learn not to be through the consequences or you can try to inform her.

[twatter]

don't suppose you got a rune that protects against getting stabbed, do you? lol

[dothelokimotion]

I'm afraid not.

[twatter]

damn lol

you know, the thing that sucks is i used to not have any emotions. i wouldn't have felt guilt or remorse or bad about any of this shit. and i definitely wouldn't have felt love.

sometimes i wish i could turn that shit back off again, yanno? go back to not giving a fuck about anyone...it was easier.

[dothelokimotion]

Of course it is. Sentiment is the bane of all creatures.

But you cannot turn the clock back.

[twatter]

no but i could maybe delete them somehow. maybe. idk

hey do you remember when we first met and i asked if there was something you could do to unlock my memories? do you think that's something we could try sometime soon?

[dothelokimotion]

Don't you have enough drama happening at the moment?

[twatter]

i'm not talking like TONIGHT

i'm talking in the future. soon.

and i don't think that'd be "drama." that'd be finally understanding who the fuck i am.

[dothelokimotion]

Later, then.

[twatter]

thx, dude. i want you to know it means a lot.

you being here. listening. only mildly fucking judging 😂

but i value your opinion the most over everyone here. even monika

bc like you're a god. you get it.

i just can't wait until i get full power so i can be fucking useful to you.

[dothelokimotion]

[ feelings. he's not sure how he wants to address them. ]

You will get there.

[twatter]

once we finally fucking leave this castle for sure

anyway, man. i got some company coming so i'll let you go

[dothelokimotion]

Of course. Let me know how it goes.